she's my rainbow :)

2009-05-27T02:50:00.000-07:00

hi people!
i think it has been over a month since i last blogged.
but had been really busy with school stuff.
and i dun really have the mood to blog recently.

eh. .
recently school has been normal ba.
my studies seems to be improving too!
haha.
now at least can manage to do rather well for tests.
oh, and the sad thing is that after the a div for soccer was over,
training has been only once a week.
so sad right? :(

oh.
and just now supposed to go study with her,
then i apparently said something wrong,
then made her dun have the mood to study le..
i feel so damn guilty now sia..
made her come all the way to my house for nothing,
then she didn't even allow me to send her to the bus stop.
i kindof feel that something isn't right with her,
got that very same feeling as that time when she ran away from me,
the very same feeling as that time when she hid her feelings from me.
i really dunno what to do now already,
i dunno why i am making her sad so often.
if only someone could help me..

okay..
gp mid years are like this friday.
only 2 days away.
hope i will do well in this exam ba..
good luck to myself.
haha!

i think thats all le ba..
hope i will be able to update my blog regularly.
stay happy people!

2009-04-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

hey people!!!
back to blogging again finally,
after 10 days?
quite a long time ba..
but didn't really have the time to blog.

anyway,
today played our forth match against NJC,
it was quite a very important game for us,
and the result of the game was good.
the surprising thing was that today there were supporters for us,
mainly the house exco people.
thanks for supporting us.
haha

oh!
last saturday finally went to sentosa..
but as usual,
it was raining.
but we still went as the rain stopped after a while,
then we played freesbie which was quite fun ba.
however after some time,
it started raining heavily again.
anyway, i still enjoyed myself! xD

i think thats about all for now.
looking forward to out next match against ACJC,
hoping that our supporters will be there again
haha..
bye!

2009-04-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

hey people,
i am currently feeling very sad now..
but there is nobody comforting me,
trying to make me feel better..

basically today was alright,
except that the soccer match was postponed due to the weather.
since the lightning risk turned on,
there wasn't even one lightning or thunder..
then the lightning risk stopped just for the next match to start.

however, as it came to the later part of the day,
things didn't go the way i wanted..
i know i made you sad for not turning up at the library,
but i have my reasons for doing so also..
you told me not to go because my leg is injured
you also told me not to go because it was already very late.
i didn't expect you to wait until it closed,
i didn't expect you to wait for me..
and when i didn't message you,
i was actually waiting for your message..
i am not saying all of this to push the blame to you,
but i just want to explain things to you.

i know that usually i will go find you no matter what.
but i thought that if i go there just for 30 min before it closes then it makes no point.
and before i messaged you, i wasn't really watching tv yet,
i was just doing some exercise.
i just had the mood to do exercise today,
maybe i like to do exercise when i feel down?
or maybe that my way of making me feel better?

i know that i had broke some promises that i made to you,
i know that i didn't keep some promises,
but do you think that i wanted to break those promises?
do you think it made me feel good by not keeping my promises?
i don't feel good breaking promises as well,
and sometimes i didn't mean to break those promises..

remember you claimed that you don't mean much to me?
maybe you said that because you were sad,
i just hope that you don't really feel that way.
i am really tying to make as much time for you as possible.
but sometimes when things get a bit busy,
i cannot do anything about it..
anyway, i am really sorry.
sorry for making you sad everytime..

2009-04-04T23:22:00.000-07:00

hey people,
quite long since i last post huh?
haha..
very busy with school related stuff.

basically nothing interesting about the past week,
except for the 'A' division soccer.
it started like on the 30th last month.
so far played 2 matches,
and the results are quite good ba..
2 wins so far.

i also leave school frequently for soccer matches,
meaning that i will miss some lessons..
so now trying to catch up on studies.
abit tough though.

ok, i have to go chiong my homework le..
bye people

2009-03-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

i dunno why,
but i have the mood to blog now..
thats why i am blogging..

anyway,
recently nothing much happened la.
just normal school days with those funny classmates of mine.
then wednesday had a soccer match against another school,
and the results didn't turn out as expected,
and the match wasn't finished due to the weather.
as for today,
long school day for me,
adding on to that, soccer training after that.

tomorrow i am taking my NAPFA test...
i dun think i can run tomorrow with my leg aching all over.
but still, i will try my best ba..
good luck to all taking their NAPFA test tomorrow too!

oh!
tomorrow i am going to watch a movie with her.
confessions of a shopaholic.

ok, i think i should end here for now.
good luck people!
bye

2009-03-24T00:39:00.001-07:00

Hi people!
Its been quite a while since my last post,
but i had been rather busy with work recently,
and there isn't much to blog about these days.

ok, let me try to remember what i had been doing recently.
FRIDAY,
finally soccer camp ended.
surprisingly, that 3 days only seemed like 1 day to me.
after going home, napped a while,
then came back to school for soccer match.
played versus some alumni team,
and won!
2nd win in a row already
SUNDAY,
nothing much ba,
except doing homework.
i am like so proud of myself,
the first homework i did was chinese?
lol!
YESTERDAY,
also nothing much.
school was normal, then after that soccer training.
and by the time i reached home was about 9+?

Today also nothing much to blog about.
school also kindof normal,
i totally failed my chinese compo.
18/60...
but its kindof normal for me.
haha.

anyway, i didn't go sentosa last saturday,
and it was all because of the weather...
it was like having thunderstorms..
looking forward to going there this saturday.
and if you are reading this,
i just want to say sorry for not being able to go on friday as well as saturday
i know i promised to go with you there,
but some things are not within my control.
sorry!

2009-03-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hello again!

been rather busy the past few days,
with some project management workshop.
it lasted like 2 days, from morning to late afternoon...
my whole monday and tuesdaywas like wasted..
sian...
but today was like better la.
at least not so boring,
and more funny.
ok, should share with you what happened today.
we were using walkie-talkies to communicate with each other,
then got this part, i was asked to 'faint',
then the person near me shouted in the walkie-talkie that i fainted.
then the main person in charge thought i really fainted lo.
then chiong-ed to where i was..
even got wheelchair for me..
LOL!

moving on,
tomorrow i going for soccer camp until friday.
i am kind of looking forward to it now.
then i like already planned what to do when i come back.
i will be going to sentosa!
i think it will be fun,
and i am prepared to get more tanned.

and lastly, this is for her.
don't sad la.
this time i will still be in singapore,
and i still can message you,
so dun cry k?

ok, i think i will end here for now.
bye!

2009-03-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

i am like super tired now,
but cant seem to get to sleep.

today was quite a good (& tiring) day,
except for that one time when things didn't go as i planned.
so ya..morning went gym,
which was like so tiring.
trust me, it was super tiring!
then went to study with a few of my friends.
i didn't really do much of my work,
i dunno why i couldn't concentrate while studying...
but anyway, at least i did some work right?
after that went to eat, then walked home.

ok, enough of the good stuff.
at night, i smsed her to ask on her opinion on something,
i didn't even realise there was another meaning to what i asked.
maybe girls just have a different way of thinking than boys.
you know what?
i am really feeling very guilty now,
i didn't mean to make you sad,
i didn't mean to hurt you,
all i wanted was your opinion.
SORRY!

and as promised, i will go with you tomorrow.
i know that you know how to go there,
but just let me go with you tomorrow...

i guess i will end here..
bye people..xD

2009-03-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

hello people,
new blog here, and this is my first and hopefully not the last time blogging.

felt very depressed in school.
because the GP teacher went on some course,
she asked me to take over the class for today,
and give them their holiday project work to do.
it actually seemed like quite an easy task...
but then during GP lesson, everything just didn't seem to go the way i wanted.
half of the class was playing sports in the hall,
some went to the library,
and even after they all came into the class,
there was still more to come.

grouping them into groups were hard,
very hard!
at first, getting them to listen to me was already killing me.
now i understand how tiring it is to be a teacher.
next, grouping them into their groups.
actually wanted to group according to index number,
so that everyone can bond together, even with people you dont really know.
but then, everyone also object.
then finally, just let them group themselves.

then after that emo-ed for a while.
i was really very depressed can?
i didn't know it would be so difficult to be a GP rep.

ok, i think i will end here
bye.